I find myself in the hallway these days. I’m on the move. Between places. I got here kicking and screaming. Why? A few words come to mind: stuck, comfortable, complacent. I drifted to a place I had no intention to end up. Who wants to break up with comfortable just for the fun of it? There might be a few people out there who would like that, but most of us like the comfortable zone, the known.
I said, I would never sell my house before I retire. Now I’m selling it. Over the last two years it has become increasingly obvious that my house, the yard and all the stuff we’ve accumulated has weighed me down. It has felt like a boulder tied to my feet, impossible to move. And when you can’t move, you make yourself comfortable and make the best of the situation. But not God…
God wants me to move, and he is rearranging my life. While it’s not fun to be stretched and squeezed I know there is a something better ahead of me.
I remembered a blog post I wrote in 2014. The words I wrote then are even more pertinent to my hallway situation today. Here is the post (abbreviated):
I woke up with this phrase in my head: Glorious Impossible. I couldn’t quite understand why these words were playing in my mind. Then it hit me: Glorious Impossible! Just the combination of these two words seems conflicting. What’s so glorious about impossible?
As I kept repeating these two words over and over during my morning routine I was reminded of the circumstances I’m facing, problems I’m dealing with, dreams I have. It occurred to me that most of them (if not all) have the word “impossible” attached to it.
Beth Moore writes in The Patriarchs, “Many times when God told me through His Word and prayer to believe Him for something very specific, over time the outlook on the matter dwindled from good to slim to utterly impossible before He brought it to pass. Keith and I are facing such a matter right now. In fact, this morning the situation seemed to hit the ‘impossible’ category. While my stomach churned with concern, a smirk crossed my face as I thought, it might be prime time for the God show. He wants to make absolutely sure that we know He’s the one who fulfills divine promises.”
Coming back to my circumstances and all the impossibles I’m facing, I know only God can turn them around. If I learned anything from God over the last eight years it’s this: His timing is perfect and His way of solving my Impossibles is the best way. On one hand I struggle with impatience, with wanting to solve it myself, with rushing and manipulating the impossibles in my life. On the other hand I am excited to see how God will turn it around. I’m looking forward to seeing Him perform the miracle of GLORIOUS IMPOSSIBLE in my life.
Today I choose to believe my God for the GLORIOUS IMPOSSIBLE!
“We will rarely be able to conclude that any God-given destiny simply followed a natural course of events.” Beth Moore
What about you? Are you facing any impossibles right now? Why not trust God with it and believe the words the angel spoke to Mary: “For nothing is impossible with God.”